Go?!
But where?
19.09.2008
09.41.
well, well, well… (again)
Czerwiec 25, 2008And again… it’s been almost 2 months since my last post. And again… nothing has changed.
I think I’ve been writing this sort of thing twice a year – at the end of each semester. No matter what shool is it, if it was a highschool or now a collage. No matter which collage is it. I’ve been writing this all over again for years! I think it’s been about 10 now! Or even more.
But chill, chill…
Now I know there is no point in stressing and rushing and wanting it so desperately. It just doesn’t work! Damit! It does NOT work.
So why I keep doing it? Why am I doing the same mystake all over again?!
It’s all about being chill and doing things when they are supposed to be done.
It’s all about being active. And I like being active! I try to be active all the time! I just have to guide my activity into studies, into education, into work. I like being active and meeting people. So now I have to try to guide my activity into studies, education and work and all of that involves meeting and working with people!! Yes! That’s my target 
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bla, bla, bla, bla Ain’t No Stoppin’ Us Now…
In case of negative thinking: Chill bitch!
It’s gonna start one day…
Maj 6, 2008Well it hasn’t started yet. I haven’t started it yet 
Damn! Since my last post I haven’t made anything for it to start. I didn’t even try!
Maybe today? Maybe now?
It’s been years since I tried to start it. I had it running when I was young but than it stopped. It vanished.. Or maybe I just stopped it? I carelessly allowed it to stop. I didn’t care about it.
Maybe today? Maybe now?
Let’s see then. It’s about time. It can be done It has to be done! One thing though: it has to light, it has to smooth, it has to be done as if it was effortless. Otherwise it’s not going to work. Otherwise the fear it gonna push me back. Otherwise I won’t have it…
Today. Now.
103.9
Kwiecień 22, 2008103.9. Well it’s not a radio frequency, not a house numer or sth like this. It’s the amount of kg I weight 
Measuring 189 cm I weight 104 kg which equals 29.1 of BMI. With that hight I sould have between 67 (What?!) and 88 kg. Average – 78 kg PP 104-78 = 26 kg! Seems that I’m approximately 26 kg overweight! Damn…
Let’s say I have a body type that puts me in “wyz zak” and 85 would be good for me it’s still nearly 20 kg to “zb”
Well, let’s do it!
