It’s gonna start one day…

Well it hasn’t started yet. I haven’t started it yet Damn! Since my last post I haven’t made anything for it to start. I didn’t even try!

Maybe today? Maybe now?

It’s been years since I tried to start it. I had it running when I was young but than it stopped. It vanished.. Or maybe I just stopped it? I carelessly allowed it to stop. I didn’t care about it.

Maybe today? Maybe now?

Let’s see then. It’s about time. It can be done It has to be done! One thing though: it has to light, it has to smooth, it has to be done as if it was effortless. Otherwise it’s not going to work. Otherwise the fear it gonna push me back. Otherwise I won’t have it…

Today. Now.